I took a chance today. Well. I’ve been exploring and investigating and discussing a chance for a good long while and, today, made the chance-taking official.
Competitions and risks are both exciting and scary because they require some revealing. They also don’t have guarantees. The more we invest and rework, ultimately the more we desire. With that, at times, the more we have to lose.
So being purposefully ambiguous I look back to some other leaps. Coming to Calgary. Getting to Montreal, a few times for essentially free. Degrees. Relationships won, relationships lost. A swimming competition on the Alberta/Saskatchewan border in Lloydminster. Heck, even hosting an event and hoping it doesn’t result being the lone person listening to iTunes over some snacks at the table.
Knowing myself I’m pretty okay with change and new. Uncertainty, maybe less so. Waiting, worst yet.
With finger crossing, toe crossing, positive thoughts, and vibes welcome from any direction, I wait.
…More than a little glad I didn’t talk myself out of trying. As usual.